ok fuck, I typed a whole lot of shit just now. But I am too humji to post them out. Tired of getting into all those endless troubles just because I wanted to express my thoughts at this virtual space. People everywhere are looking and judging. Apparently blogging and tweeting its no longer the best way to vent our emotions anymore. All I can now to my readers, if theres any, is that I am aware of the things thats changing around me. I am aware that many people are disappointed with my decisions and all I can say is, you all really matter alot to me, I treasure you all more than any other new people that just came into my life. It's just that for now, I am really tired of handling all these stuffs now. Give me some time okkie? I will do my best to change things back to how it was in the past and I really do care.