Heyy I am here. Currently blogging while I am on my way home. Just went to tuition with mel mel at i12. Quite productive and Kenneth is really awesome haha. So I was talking about mel mel, and I think I should really focus on my studies. Full concentration. Just studies, no other stuffs. Haha, but how long can this motivation last? ):

Hmm... so anyway I was looking at someone's fb profile and I guess someone have got another person to replace me in his heart? Or maybe it's just me being too sensitive, but it's a fact that his attitude has changed 180°… I seriously wonder what have gone wrong between us? Did I like do something wrong? Or it's just the fact that I will never be good enough compared to others . That day just when I have got myself to forget him, he suddenly come text me. And now, he is gone again and I am going to start this torture of letting go all over again. Frankly speaking, I didn't know this person meant so much to me. Don't get me wrong , I don't love him like those couple kind, but he is just some really really special friend whom I really treasure. Someone whom I want to keep by my side forever. But oh well... that day I was talking to my good Brudder, and he told me that it's hard for guy and girl to stay as good friends forever. It's either one of us will fall in love with each other, or when one day, one of us found our gf/bf and at then, it's impossible for us to stay as close. So.. I really don't know le la. Obviously this friend is drifting himself from me and I really don't know if I should do all my best to bring him back or I should just let him go. Don't know leh, don't know leh, don't know, don't know, don't know.