Tuesday, December 20, 2011 ♥ 12:10 AM

Hi! Sorry, haven't been updating my blog for quite a few days. Quite an eventful week I would say (:
But oh well, I went to the temple and visit grandma yesterday. Realised that it has been 3 years since she left us and within these 3 years, many things have changed. I don't know if its because that its just because that I have grown up and is able to see through things better or isit that people and things do change. So well, have a small "chat" with grandma when I met her yesterday. I have so many many many things to tell her, but at the same time, I realised that I have been so many things thats disappointing to her and I dun have the guts to tell her. Sometimes I really wonder what she might think if she see what I have been doing all these while and I really really miss her hug, the hug which will telll me that everything is gonna be fine as long as she is there. Besides, its 冬至 this coming Thursday, in the past, I would usually wake up early and go to her house and make tang yuan together. Miss those days, really. It has been 3 years since I last ate a tang yuan and yeah, guess the tang yuan she made is the best tang yuan I will ever taste (:


















Ohh, this is the picture taken many many years ago. Hahas, she looked so young back then and I really love her smile(:
Really hope she is doing fine up there. I bet heaven is definitely gonna be a better place than this fucked up world down here on Earth. Love you ah ma, miss you <3