Found these photos from tumblr, and I have been thinking about this problem for a few days. And yes, the pictures are right. I really should stop holding on to this relationship that will never return. Many friends have been talking to me about it these few weeks, and i guess they are right. So what if I visit him on maple everyday? So what if I stalk his facebook profile evey hour? So what if I look at his photos everyday? He is no longer the person that I used to know. Theres no point for me to cling onto this relationship that has probably never even exist. He will never come back to me. Never. I know all these deep in my heart, I just didnt want to admit it. But well, I guess its really time for me to drop the past and move on. Realised I have been a very bad friend in the past few months, have always been living in my own emo world and I know I have been neglecting all my friends that have always been there for me. I know the best way to repay them is to return them the forever happy TanShuYing they used to know. So yeahh, I made a promise to myself, after 11 December 2011, our so -called 3rd month's, I, Tan Shu Ying is gonna remove him from my life. I am not going to delete his contact, not look at his profile and not even talk about him on twitter, facebook or even my blog, I am not even going to talk about this person ever. I really mean it. Give me a few more days peeps! I WILL BE BACK HAHHAS.