Yeahh, so 11.11.11 is coming and everybody around the world is excited and looking forward to it, and so am I. But, i am excited not because 11.11.11 happens every once 100 years, 10.11.11 happens every hundred years too. Its because 11.11.11 is gonna be our 2nd month. I know I am being a idiotic bitch, saying that I will forget about him and move on, but seriously, its not that easy. Not easy at all. You know, it seriously sucks to be thinking that i have to celebrate 11.11.11 without you. Yess, sure enough, I have many friends that really love me beside me, but that feeling is never the same. No one can give me the same kind of feeling. You know? That kind of warmness in your heart when he hold you in his arms, hugging you tighter, and feeling his breath on your face. The sweetness when he lies on your chest and you can smell his hair, the sweet fragrance of his shampoo mixing with his hair wax. LOL, okayy what the shit, I know you guys must be thinking that I am being sick. Hahhas, but trust me, everyone will experience this feeling, towards the one you love . Okayy, so back to 11.11.11, yeahh its gonna be our 2nd month, in my own imaginary world. Cos I bet he is not gonna remember this date, he forgot the 1st month anw. But seriously, I really hoped that he could be here with me on this day, at least a "Hi." or "Are you feeling better?" I swear its gonna make my day. He promised that we can still be friends right? I remember every single word he say you know. I really do.